You've dedicated yourself; consecrated your life.
So what now?
The hype of the moment has passed, and the fervency has spluttered out. Now this is the main test of how strong you are, how dedicated and persistent you are. How serious are you with what you've said?
Things still need to be digested and thought through - true enough. But when will you do it? It's always after this, after that, when this is done, when I've settled that.
Dying to yourself is something that needs to be done everyday.
Why don't you start with here and now?