Maybe Jian hit the nail on the head when he said that I bother too much about what people say.
So could I just be ruthless and throw caution to the wind and say "You suck. Good bye."
Which really isn't what I would naturally say.
But since I'm being abnormal anyway. Sigh.
And yet words, in some way, have ceased to matter. What I say isn't going to make much of a difference unless I actually do something.
Need time to think.
If I would give myself that.